Something happened yesterday….it scared me a lot…..I am now 10 wks pregnant and handling it not quite well…..the hormones really dominates me. I feel low all the time and certainly my appetite went cuckoo.. I have no appetite to eat (this came as a surprise as I used to be a big eater!!!!) I have been selfish.. my poor baby.. I hope this is only temporary… my midwife did tell me that there are mum-to-be survive only on porridge…so I guess I’m not that bad as I try to compensate with fruits…I now hate veggies.. they make me sick.. At one point, I felt like a little girl being forced to eat her veggies!!!! I cried like a baby!!! Foolish!
Not eating veggies and eat less finally taking its toll as Over the few days, I have been feeling funny, lightheaded, easily tired.. I blame myself! Worst nightmare a mum-to-be could face (I think) is having to found out that you’re bleeding! I got freaked out and didn’t know what to do.. called my mum but the line was engaged.. don’t want to bother hubby at work.. but the worry was too much for me to bear at that time, so called him and went to the hospital for a check up.. after a while, I thought, there’s nothing to worry about. Just be cool… so urine sample and blood was taken. so we waited for the doctor to come and do a scan on me… he brought a handheld scanner for the baby’s heartbeat… We can can’t hear anything and my eyes started to wet… he comforted me and said there’s nothing to worry about at this point of time and off we went for bigger and more accurate scanner…and there she was… I really can’t see her properly, but my hubby said he saw the heartbeat…so I guess she’s fine…
My first dating scan is scheduled on Monday so I guess, we just have to wait till monday to really see this little person inside me....I really can't wait...
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