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Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
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Selama itu pun
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Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu untuk mengenangmu
Darimu...Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku...Kau lah cinta sejati
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Monday, September 12, 2005
I just can't stand it anymore.....
After hundreds of tormenting nites dreaming about food that I'm missing back home, I decided to end it...at least for now... I have always love fried kuey teow....and until this weekend, I long for a good plate of char kuey teow..so I went online surfing for recipe for a good char kuey teow but yet a simple one, and I got from a blog which I am truly grateful for...so on Staurday, we had char kuey teow for dinner and fried mee hoon for breakfast the day after.....I know it's not as good as the one from a stall in Uptown but it was enough for me.... If I can't have the best, I'd settle for the next best thing......
And talking about the next best thing, how I wish I could have a plate full of rojak pasembor.. I asked around if anybody would know how to make one and would teach me how to....but to no success....so I decided to do it on my own... thanks to the technology, I was able to locate a few recipes for good rojak...and when hubby doozed off for a nap, I was helping myself in the kitchen trying to cook rojak pasembor, well, close enuff....not the quite right ingredients but as I was saying, if you can't have the best, just settle for the next best thing...some may not agree with me with this but, on this matter I'm sure it's the best that I can have at the moment.. whatla crap i'm talking about, rite????
Anyway, I'm very happy that hubby enjoyed the rojak as I did..........Char kuey teow TICK!
Rojak pasembor TICK! KFC? Waaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! Well, I'm still waiting for a friend to get back to me with the recipe for the gravy for mashed potatoes.........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
And talking about the next best thing, how I wish I could have a plate full of rojak pasembor.. I asked around if anybody would know how to make one and would teach me how to....but to no success....so I decided to do it on my own... thanks to the technology, I was able to locate a few recipes for good rojak...and when hubby doozed off for a nap, I was helping myself in the kitchen trying to cook rojak pasembor, well, close enuff....not the quite right ingredients but as I was saying, if you can't have the best, just settle for the next best thing...some may not agree with me with this but, on this matter I'm sure it's the best that I can have at the moment.. whatla crap i'm talking about, rite????
Anyway, I'm very happy that hubby enjoyed the rojak as I did..........Char kuey teow TICK!
Rojak pasembor TICK! KFC? Waaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! Well, I'm still waiting for a friend to get back to me with the recipe for the gravy for mashed potatoes.........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Waaaaaa!!!!
I had a bad dream last nite...i woke up with the hunger for KFC....especially the mashed potatoes, I can't get it here in Uk as they serve baked beans instead....arrgghhhh!!!!!!
This acutally started a few days back where I would imagine myself eating mixed rice during lunch time... walaweh!!!! I could use anice ikan bakar, kuah asam and some ulam now.. I did make some last week and of course without the ulam, but it's not the same without the hint of belacan!!!!! I also started to crave for rojak pasembur....I went to some website to look for the recipe... but I know it won't be the same like the one at the stall nearby my previous workplace...Oh!!!!! I miss the food backhome!!!!!!!! I've told hubby and he said I'm not alone.....he also missed all those yummy food...but it's not the same!!! I'm pregnant!!! It's different!!! Is is not????? I
surfed the net and found this website http://www.friedchillies.com/ a good website for food guide. It makes me even homesick...how I wish I could have all the luxury of food back home now!!!!! Oooo I envy you people back home!!!! I know, why look into these stuff if it makes me feel even worse....I can't help it!!!!!! I want to eat but all the stuff I want is not here!!!!!!!! 13 hours away!!!!! waaaaaaa!!!!!!! I am so fed up with cooking but I guess I have to do my duty as a wife to cook for my darling husband ( which I have not done for 2 nites in a row, we did takeaway!) I wish I have a maid who would cook for me now... no wait... I wish my mum is here, so she could cook for me... not that she's the maid but I really miss her cooking.... a simple meal from her would do....waaaaaaaa!!!!!
Know what? I could kill for a popiah now........ My auntie, makes good popiah...I wish there's somebody here who knows how to make good popiah basah.....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
I'm so very depressed!!!!!
This acutally started a few days back where I would imagine myself eating mixed rice during lunch time... walaweh!!!! I could use anice ikan bakar, kuah asam and some ulam now.. I did make some last week and of course without the ulam, but it's not the same without the hint of belacan!!!!! I also started to crave for rojak pasembur....I went to some website to look for the recipe... but I know it won't be the same like the one at the stall nearby my previous workplace...Oh!!!!! I miss the food backhome!!!!!!!! I've told hubby and he said I'm not alone.....he also missed all those yummy food...but it's not the same!!! I'm pregnant!!! It's different!!! Is is not????? I
surfed the net and found this website http://www.friedchillies.com/ a good website for food guide. It makes me even homesick...how I wish I could have all the luxury of food back home now!!!!! Oooo I envy you people back home!!!! I know, why look into these stuff if it makes me feel even worse....I can't help it!!!!!! I want to eat but all the stuff I want is not here!!!!!!!! 13 hours away!!!!! waaaaaaa!!!!!!! I am so fed up with cooking but I guess I have to do my duty as a wife to cook for my darling husband ( which I have not done for 2 nites in a row, we did takeaway!) I wish I have a maid who would cook for me now... no wait... I wish my mum is here, so she could cook for me... not that she's the maid but I really miss her cooking.... a simple meal from her would do....waaaaaaaa!!!!!
Know what? I could kill for a popiah now........ My auntie, makes good popiah...I wish there's somebody here who knows how to make good popiah basah.....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
I'm so very depressed!!!!!
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Happy Merdeka Day....
Tanggal tiga puluh satu bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh.... Merdeka..Merdeka..Merdeka!
I wish all Malaysians wherever you are, Happy Merdeka Day...Merdekakah Anda?
I wish all Malaysians wherever you are, Happy Merdeka Day...Merdekakah Anda?
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Nothing much...
Well, it has been quite some time since my last entry.. reason? well, I could list a number...First and foremost, simply laziness.. as always, just spend my time infront of the computer and play all time favorite, Solitaire..few things happen in the past 3 months....Mum-in-law finally visited us...it went ok, i guess..I hope she enjoyed her stay.. I'm not that quite a mum-in-law friendly person, but who is? There may be a lot out there but it's a bit weird but nice experience.. I think she came not at the right time as i'm just at early stage of pregnancy and tend to be more selfish...I don't eat that much and after 2 days staying, she took over the kitchen which I'm more than happy to as I hate cooking as the smell makes me sick...at first, it all went well, she cook good food but it's just not to my tastebuds. I prefer waffle and kaya...Yummy! I ended up not eating her cooking which is a bit of a shame..not that I didn'y try...Nai Nai, Dui Bu Chi..
Well, the we were busy packing and looking for house to rent. It's a good thing that hubby's next job is not that far from our previous place so it's not a stressfull move.. looking for house to rent is a nightmare...we were unlucky as we couldn't get a place in the hospital accomodation and only were told at the very last minute..at last, we rent a nice house, brand new detached house in a new housing area near the hospital.. so it's not so bad...We have to wait a while before the phone line is finally installed and get the internet up and running...
I am so bored.....I was thinking of getting a job but don't know if anybody would hire a pregnant lady.. I would do any job... so I applied for some jobs online but no luck so far...maybe I should just rest and enjoy the rest of the pregnancy...But I miss mum's cooking, foods back home...I could kill for a popiah now..infact, not just popiah, I could produce a long list..but I'd rather not to....I don't get much of food craving but I do dream of foods (foods that I love but cannot have) almost every nite and I tell you it's not a good feeling as I always end up not getting to eat them (in my dreams, of course) I envy you people back home!!!!
Went for the anomaly scan last week, saw the baby, she's doing fine but was too shy to show us the face...and we can't tell the sex yet so i have to go for another scan in a month time.. I was worried as I couldn't feel any movement until q few days earlier.. the midwife said it's normal....but i was still worried as I havent been a good mummy.. I popped onto the weighing scale when I went to register with GP the other and yet still no weight gain.. I believe I have eaten quite a lot considering how much I was doing at earlier stage....I hope everything's gonna be fine....not being able to see the face does worry me. Well, maybe I worry too much.. just like any other expectant mother...
Well, I do a lot of stupid things....but my intentions were good...it's just a case of bad decision....I was just trying to help hubby to wash the car and silly me instead of using my nail to srape off the dried birds' droppings, I used a dishwashing sponge instead. Well, I went overboard and used the other side of the sponge...the scouring pad..I thought it was soft enuff to be used on the car as it has been used...I did get the job done but I also kinda damaged the paint. how stupid is that? I wasn't thinking!!! the last time I washed a car was when I was a kid.. Poor hubby..I didn't think he took it that well....That's it!!! I'll never wash the car ever again. I'll just pop into the car wash next time...(if I can drive the car :) ) LG, Dui Bu Chi...
Oh did I break another object in the house? oh yes!!! now it's the vaccum cleaner's turn..all in a week!!! I kinda break the handle and to cover it, I used the cellophane tape trying to seal the crack....hoping that hubby wont realize it.. well of course he did!!!! well, what to do? I really have to stay away from the kitchen department esp. glassware the next time i go shopping... he..he..he.. dont want to burst hubby's wallet, do we?
Well, the we were busy packing and looking for house to rent. It's a good thing that hubby's next job is not that far from our previous place so it's not a stressfull move.. looking for house to rent is a nightmare...we were unlucky as we couldn't get a place in the hospital accomodation and only were told at the very last minute..at last, we rent a nice house, brand new detached house in a new housing area near the hospital.. so it's not so bad...We have to wait a while before the phone line is finally installed and get the internet up and running...
I am so bored.....I was thinking of getting a job but don't know if anybody would hire a pregnant lady.. I would do any job... so I applied for some jobs online but no luck so far...maybe I should just rest and enjoy the rest of the pregnancy...But I miss mum's cooking, foods back home...I could kill for a popiah now..infact, not just popiah, I could produce a long list..but I'd rather not to....I don't get much of food craving but I do dream of foods (foods that I love but cannot have) almost every nite and I tell you it's not a good feeling as I always end up not getting to eat them (in my dreams, of course) I envy you people back home!!!!
Went for the anomaly scan last week, saw the baby, she's doing fine but was too shy to show us the face...and we can't tell the sex yet so i have to go for another scan in a month time.. I was worried as I couldn't feel any movement until q few days earlier.. the midwife said it's normal....but i was still worried as I havent been a good mummy.. I popped onto the weighing scale when I went to register with GP the other and yet still no weight gain.. I believe I have eaten quite a lot considering how much I was doing at earlier stage....I hope everything's gonna be fine....not being able to see the face does worry me. Well, maybe I worry too much.. just like any other expectant mother...
Well, I do a lot of stupid things....but my intentions were good...it's just a case of bad decision....I was just trying to help hubby to wash the car and silly me instead of using my nail to srape off the dried birds' droppings, I used a dishwashing sponge instead. Well, I went overboard and used the other side of the sponge...the scouring pad..I thought it was soft enuff to be used on the car as it has been used...I did get the job done but I also kinda damaged the paint. how stupid is that? I wasn't thinking!!! the last time I washed a car was when I was a kid.. Poor hubby..I didn't think he took it that well....That's it!!! I'll never wash the car ever again. I'll just pop into the car wash next time...(if I can drive the car :) ) LG, Dui Bu Chi...
Oh did I break another object in the house? oh yes!!! now it's the vaccum cleaner's turn..all in a week!!! I kinda break the handle and to cover it, I used the cellophane tape trying to seal the crack....hoping that hubby wont realize it.. well of course he did!!!! well, what to do? I really have to stay away from the kitchen department esp. glassware the next time i go shopping... he..he..he.. dont want to burst hubby's wallet, do we?
Monday, June 13, 2005
Oh what a sight....
Hubby and I went for my first dating scan today...I was all so excited like all mothers to-be... I am not really of a slim build....he..he..he.. thanks to all the chips I've savoured all these years...When we were waiting, there was another lady waiting to be seen...SO just to be friendly, I asked her how long has she been pregnant...She said 30 weeks, and also said just like me.. and I was like what????? and explained..No..I'm just 10 weeks..it must be the fat.....How embarrassing was that?? 30 weeks? Maybe it's the way I sit..slouching is bad, man...But I don't blame her... I was looking quite big for a 10 week pregnant lady....So I immediately sit properly and shut my mouth...no further conversation......
We waited for more than 10 minutes before being called..and my bladder was really killing me.. I drank more than 1 liter of water before that....I was desperately need to go.....
So there was she....I can see her clearly..she kickboxed the minute the scanner touched my skin....it was a pretty sight and I didn't feel any need to go to the loo...I was relieved to see her...finally I am convinced!!! But the radiographer said she was too small for a 10 weeks baby.. she tought I was less than 10 weeks..so I was asked to come again after 3 weeks so to have another go...As usual, me being kiasu, I asked for 2 prints of the scan eventhough I will have to come again...
We waited for more than 10 minutes before being called..and my bladder was really killing me.. I drank more than 1 liter of water before that....I was desperately need to go.....
So there was she....I can see her clearly..she kickboxed the minute the scanner touched my skin....it was a pretty sight and I didn't feel any need to go to the loo...I was relieved to see her...finally I am convinced!!! But the radiographer said she was too small for a 10 weeks baby.. she tought I was less than 10 weeks..so I was asked to come again after 3 weeks so to have another go...As usual, me being kiasu, I asked for 2 prints of the scan eventhough I will have to come again...
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